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Overwhelmed

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  Shaken, confused, hurt, stressed. You let your walls down and they showed you a million reasons you shouldn’t have. You feel like the whole world is against you, you are irked at the sight of your trigger.  Everything’s overwhelming. You start asking yourself questions about what exactly you are doing. Staggering and pondering, you wonder if really there’s light at the end of the tunnel.  You feel resentful, or maybe angry.  Hey, you are not alone.  Trust me, it will get better.  This is a reminder that you are enough.  Till next Saturday. Bye. ❤️

Feyinti: The Finale

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W elcome to Limitless! This is the final episode of the Feyinti Series.  Did I hear right? Did I just hear this guy say baby? I closed my eyes and calmed myself.  “How are you doing?” he asked again much to my annoyance. “How am I doing? Are you really asking how I’m doing after the stunt you pulled? Make it make sense Jide,” I started to wonder what game he was trying to play. “Care to explain what you posted on your WhatsApp status?” I spat out.  Then, he answered, “Oh, what did you see?” At that point, it was like cold water and fire right in my chest and belly. I was getting really infuriated. “Are you seriously playing dumb right now? Was it your ghost that posted happy 20 years anniversary or whatever?”  “You are exaggerating! It’s just 6 months. It’s not like I deprived you of love or anything you wanted during those 6 months. I mean, you didn’t exactly notice. So, why are you so pressed?” Immediately Wunmi heard this because the phone was on loudspeaker, she just put her hands

The Undoing

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Welcome to Limitless! This is the third part of ‘The Feyinti Series’.  It’s been three weeks since Jide pulled his ‘peace offering’ stunt. That day was the last day we had an actual conversation. He has been so distant. Meanwhile, Alex and I have been growing closer. I just love his vibe because we connect on so many levels. We had exchanged numbers about two weeks ago. He makes me laugh so much and he is just the sweetest. I had not gone out with him yet, not that he didn’t ask but I just felt like I couldn’t do it since I was in a relationship. Wait what? I choked on the water I was drinking and shifted my gaze to the wall in front of me. I blinked twice to make sure I wasn’t hallucinating.  ‘Happy 6 months anniversary LOML’ was the caption at the bottom of my boyfriend’s post. 6 freaking months! He was facing the camera with a grin while a girl’s hands were wrapped around his neck with her back to the camera. I could only see her wig and earrings coupled with Jide’s wide smile. The

Feyinti’s Choice

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  Welcome to Limitless!  This is the second part of Feyinti’s Dilemma. Enjoy❤️ “Hey, thanks so much for offering to give me a lift” I said in a very enthusiastic voice. “It’s no problem! I’m Alex and where do I drop you?” He replied gingerly. “I’m Feyinti and I live in the estate just after this street, Hope that’s your route too” I asked. “No Feyinti but I don’t mind dropping you off if you don’t mind” He replied with a hint of care in his voice. “Oh! Thanks, I would love that since it’s even raining.” “Is that Asa I hear?” I asked as I heard the soft music playing. “Of course! I love her music so much.” He answered “Wait what? No freaking way, I love her tooo, I mean, her voice is so soothing! Have you listened to Lucid?...” We kept on talking about our tastes in music, our side hustles, the schools we attend.  I was surprised at how we could say so much within five minutes. The way we instantly clicked was a mystery. He was so cool with a different kind of energy. Plus I love anyone